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cheng liang .
I am cheng liang 17 years old, a TPJCian, part of 08s20. -a ex- 4 hybridian in nchs -ex- 2 effusion -ex- 1 determination AIMS: - get a vacancy in chemical engineering(nus) -get 7 As in A levels - continue 4H2 -do well in chemistry -get into school team next year My detests: -studying -sleeping -being sick -no frens -eaving frens

c0mments! tomo is the big day!!!!

c0mments! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
yes prupose of this blog is to thank the wonderful people which made my 18th birthday a sweet and memorable one.
Thank you mum and dad for the wonderful birthday cake=)
thank you sis for the wallet!
thanks you glroy, wei hao and jieying for the bottle=)
thank you nixon for the lovely birthday card
thank you lip young, fredrick , sheree, jieying, gilroy, wei hao, soek khern, nixon, lloyd, exovex, hou yi, sam, jia wei, pin hui, xin jie and everyone else whom i may not ctually remembers
and yes. TEANNA
i think its my first year not selebrating with family memebers thanks teanna for having dinner with me.
yes
signed off

c0mments! today is my napha test
actually i quite contented with myself, although i failed..
here the results.
standing broad jump---- 215cm.. E
sit up-----------------43 A
pull up----------------1 nothing
shuttle run-----------10.1s A
2.4km 10 min 56 sec B
THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY. will work hard for the re test

c0mments! i have alot of things to say. alot till i wont be able to say finish
right now, i can only say blogger is one of the methods of me relieving myself.]
first thing, my academic getting from bad to worse. i have problems understanding the most basics of certain subjects,No matter how hard i try, i end up disappointing myself.
am i too stressed?? common question i ask myself repeadtly.. i am not.
serious> i cant be sure..\
there are a few uestions that i ask myself today.
1. why am i visiting the bowling center more often than not when my results are seriosuly slipping?
2.why am i staying up at night while not really doing homework more constructively?
3 why am i bring ing psp to sch nowadays?>
4. why did i play bball the day just before napha and chem spa trial?
5.why am i not focusing well in studies>\
6. what is my ultimate goal in life?
7. cant i forego the alternative opportunities in enjoying in life?
8. can i do well for sa2?
9. should i go to a better star programme?
10. should i mug really hard?
11. lastly why am i blogging when i have a test tomo>
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i want to scold vulgur nowadays.
things really going very wrong;

i hope to get good reuslts in sa2, but wont ppl treat me like mugger? i want to play, the ppl will scold me for not focusing. i am left with no choice.
i realsie the more i study, the more hot tempered i am
i would shout at my parents for no particular reason. i
i will hit the wall when i cant understand a simple fact.
i get jealous when i see ppl receiving academic excellence award.
i am disgraced at myself

i am now trying to stay up late.
study![p
at least for tomo test.
i know once i say i will study, ppl wont believe i didnt study
i am not a chem god!
i am not a mugger!
i am justy a plain student!
give me more freedom pls.
perhaps my ogm is right. jc really different fromk sec. they are the newcomers, so their comparision is more accurate
i hope.. i hope..
any acheivements i have shld be due to hard work and nto luck
for luck cant remains with me forever,

last thing,
i hope this post wont affect my frenship.
the content not directing at anybodyl,
signed off,
a chengliang.

c0mments! Seriously many things happened lately.This has certainly upset me a lot and leaving me loomed with fatigue for the past week.
I find myself getting stressed for nothing.I worry about homework yet i cant seem to complete it.I dun feel like disappointing teacher yet i cnt do some tutorials.I want to get A for chem but i just couldnt.
My bowling has been deproving.Studies have slipped, bball skills worsen, relationship worsen, and so on.
Sometimes i ask myself, what exactly do i want?Why do i have so many aims.Nixon is right, i lack sleep.I cant sleep so early, i told myself.
My granny condition has not improved and miss huang words really make me more guilty.
all no link. life is worthless and useless