OMG!!!
c0mments!
stress!
yes thats the word i have been wanting to say lately.
Nothing could be more suitable to describe my feeling right now.
27days to a levels?
i dun care le. just gonna pull through it, for my frens, family members and my darling.
hmmm, sometimes i really wonder, what have i been doing in my whole two jc years? i have known before hand how stressful, how tough and how tiring it is to survive through the jc years.
My parents told me to go poly, my aunt told me to go poly, my teachers predict that i will go poly.But well now, i am in jc. I do not know whether i am in jc to fulfill my wish or just to oppose others views of me.
Even right at the start of jc1, i didnt realise the importance of consistency in studies.I didnt realise the fact that i am in TP, a school where its students need to work doubly, triple or more times that any other jc students in order to ace their exams.What have i been doing.
There are a lot of excuses for my poor academic performance.Yet none can actually convince myself.
I think i am rather complacent with my j1 results till i become slacking in j2.I cannot catch up anymore.
today had a math test, cannot even solve more than half the questions and 27 days to the determinant a levels math paper.Will my result gone case? i dun dare to think..
I realised my chemistry results has been on the low side too.There are still certain concepts i can not get hold of no matter how hard i try to read and read numerous times.
So many things happen lately and its really tiring to juggle all at the same time.Right now, i hope for the betterment of my granny health.
Speaking of that, i went to my granny house today.On the surface, she looked fine to me.Whereas, she dun even recognize me.( heart shatters)
today is such a "fruitful" day.I feel so weird in school today without seeing my dar.
Spilled coffee on myself today, in addition to knocking my knee cap against some obstacles more than twice today.Very "lucky" isnt it?
I have been rather "cheong" in my studies lately."Arranging consultations with my subjects tutors", : taking up ten year series and attempt it", "ask teachers more questions", "ask myself more questions", " test myself by writing out mindmaps ".
Is this sufficient to get an A. I was quite shocked when my mum told me i am not studying hard enough. so my frens, u cant blame me for saying i am not a mugger.Cos i am just depicting myself against my mum comment.\
hais gp is one of my main concern.Even if i do manage to cheong my science subjects to distinctions, gp will pull me down.
Hence as part of my consultation and revision,
i will show u all my intro for an essay question.
question: "conformity should be the main aim of all schools" how far do u agree??
taken from A levels 2002 nov paper.
intro:
Educational institutes in the widest sense,take up the vital role of equipping learners with the necessary skills and knowledge needed for a better employment and creation of a morally civilised society through formal education.Although complying by the rules and regulations will help enforce discipline into the institute management, rigid compliance may lead to a dull college system, with students deprived of creativity and innovative thinking.
possible points:
stand:should not conform
Over- compliance to the social norm can deter educational institutes from realising potential leaders.Colleges need to expose their students to higher innovation and thinking skills, so as to encourage the future leaders to have 'daring' thoughts.It is only then, will the institute stand out amongst others, creating talents who will benefit the local economy in the long run.For example, in Singapore, polytechnic students are given assignments each semester to create new and useful products for the public.In this way, the institute also gain recognition in its effort in grooming talents.Hence, for an institute to excel, its students should never be over- complied to the social norm.
counter: should confirm
However, colleges should enriched students with values through compliance by the rules and regulations.A minimal degree of compliance need to be exercised in all colleges, in hope of intiling correct values into the individuals.This values can act as base or guild lines in the creation of a morally upright person.Cultivation of the values will also help unify individuals together, satisfying the role of the college in social cohesion.For example, national pride is built into every Singaporean youths through the reciting of the national pledge.This ensures that every single local youths are aware of the importance of racial tolerance and social cohesion.In this way, mutual understanding is also achieved in the college.
haha.finally type finish
well i guessed i spent more than two hours on this post( thinking of what to write, how to structure my essay, time to type out all that)....but rather fruitful, at least i typed some thing.LOL!!!
ANYONE, if have any comments about my arguments, please tell me kay!=)
right now,
i hope my granny will get well soon
i want to be with my darl whom i miss very much
i want to ace my a levels.!!!!
cheng liang
13th oct 2009
01 11 am
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I Played @
8:25 AM
c0mments!
today blog is just a reflection..
i have been thinking. thinking all over again what have i been doing this whole year.
What had lead to the large deprovement in my grades? cca? ogl? or everything else? no the problem lies in myself.My laziness , my 'reluctancy' to listen in class,my day dreaming, my complacency.
NO more excuses! get down to earth.
i must change all my bad habits.If not, i will regret it all my life.
This year hasnt been well for me though, ya just a pouring out of sorrows( be it important or not), passing away of my relatives, losing a div beside a period of training, getting bad grades all along, being suaned and always suan people, often quarrel with my parents.
many can say their fate worse than me. yes i dun neglect their pain too. but i just want to say that mine isnt easy also.sorrow is not a comparison. how can we say that i suffering more pain than you when sorrow is something that cannot be quantified??
30 days left!
i am going to quote a sentence my sis always said to me during o levels: "AH BOY, ARE U AWAKE YET" everytime i heard her saying this, my mind went into deep thoughts.
a levels coming soon, so near that i dun dare set any high goals anymore, prelims results so bad till a levels is just a deviation from reality.Am i prepared for A levels?? NO!!
its quite late le.....
hais..
and ya happy bday to xiao hui
going off le,
loves you baby,
cheng liang
10th oct 2009
0128am
I Played @
10:20 AM
c0mments!
life has been rather sweet for me nowadays.
10 days=) i love my sweet sweet gal=)
(1st oct 2009)
its children days today.My teacher smiled and wished us happy children day in a quicky manner,
its like 39 days to Gp paper?
nvm its okay. i think i can do it,
despite all the bad results i have gotten so far.
baby, its your promos tomo. hope u will do fine.Even if i retain, i hope to take a levels together with you.
for now, nothing more to say, just gonna work on my GP and make sure it pass =)
love you=)
I Played @
8:03 AM
