c0mments!
today blog is just a reflection..
i have been thinking. thinking all over again what have i been doing this whole year.
What had lead to the large deprovement in my grades? cca? ogl? or everything else? no the problem lies in myself.My laziness , my 'reluctancy' to listen in class,my day dreaming, my complacency.
NO more excuses! get down to earth.
i must change all my bad habits.If not, i will regret it all my life.
This year hasnt been well for me though, ya just a pouring out of sorrows( be it important or not), passing away of my relatives, losing a div beside a period of training, getting bad grades all along, being suaned and always suan people, often quarrel with my parents.
many can say their fate worse than me. yes i dun neglect their pain too. but i just want to say that mine isnt easy also.sorrow is not a comparison. how can we say that i suffering more pain than you when sorrow is something that cannot be quantified??
30 days left!
i am going to quote a sentence my sis always said to me during o levels: "AH BOY, ARE U AWAKE YET" everytime i heard her saying this, my mind went into deep thoughts.
a levels coming soon, so near that i dun dare set any high goals anymore, prelims results so bad till a levels is just a deviation from reality.Am i prepared for A levels?? NO!!
its quite late le.....
hais..
and ya happy bday to xiao hui
going off le,
loves you baby,
cheng liang
10th oct 2009
0128am
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