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cheng liang .
I am cheng liang 17 years old, a TPJCian, part of 08s20. -a ex- 4 hybridian in nchs -ex- 2 effusion -ex- 1 determination AIMS: - get a vacancy in chemical engineering(nus) -get 7 As in A levels - continue 4H2 -do well in chemistry -get into school team next year My detests: -studying -sleeping -being sick -no frens -eaving frens

c0mments! MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!
another year is approaching and soon enuf, i will be in the army!
many things had happened this year, and these things made me believe this is a fruitful year.
to all my closest frens,
dun worry abt me. i am fine and wish you all very happy happy christmas. thanks for your support all these while!i love you all!!!!

to all heron ogls,
thanks for making the ogl orientation cap a fruitful one!!

to all a03s! and og2,
really glad to know u all.hahas

to all my classmates,
you all had made my times in sch less boring!

to all bball teammates.
thanks for all your cooperation. believe we will excel one day

to my family,
omg love love u all!!!


to everyone,
may your wishes come true


thats all i have to say for christmas...

now.
working working
job rather boring
but i need money and to kill time also.

yes received reply from ibn, hope that i will pass the interview!~.~

i love all my frens
heehee
enjoyed the night at stanford house
and received 3 presents from him
wow!
hahas dunno what to do with one of the presents thought
thanks stanford~! although i guess he will never see this.

very few smses nowadays. also no time to look at phone( wondering if its true or not)

here are the list of people whom i think make this year fruitful for me.

wei hao, gilroy, ben, jessica, teanna, jie ying, s16ians, roo kiat, my family, my teamates, xin jie, yan ting, eunice, stanford, alvin, roger, bryan, nixon, wen wei, and alot alot more.

haha enjoying christmas carols on radio now. going out later...

hahas
cya
cheng liang
25th dec 2009
=)

c0mments! this is the 55th post of my blog.i should say the 55th post of this particular blog.
obviously this is not going to be a happy post as i am really in rotten mood now.

no mood to do anything.totally
i would not be surprised if i suddenly changed my mind about going my class chalet tomo.Given my feelings now, in normal circumstances, i would really give the chalet a miss but the fact that this chalet is one of the last few moments i would spent with my class makes me feel very guilty if i will to miss it totally.

my dear classmates, pardon me if i do not appear usual during the chalet, for i could not behave normally.

i do not want to behave like this.Just like what my sis said, its just 82days, i should not feel so much pain.But....
i cant control my feelings.I cant control my tears.I cant control my heart(i believe no one can)
i dun want to be so pessimistic. but whenever i think of the times for the 82 days, i would ponder do you feel hurt when you initiated the break up.i really ponder

i have lost 2 kg for the past two days.At this rate, i would soon become thin

forget it. i am just going to chalet tomo and escape the reality world.
dun blame me for this, its really hard to forget you.,

cheng liang( no tears but red swollen eyes)

its over... c0mments! its over....
82 days....
Ever since you sent me that message last night, i would say that this is my darkiest moments of my life.(something worse than receiving poor results, going for oral presentation or even my granny health).
This is the first time i cried in two years, the last being for my ex crush.I had expected that day to come, even though i really dun want it to come.Never did i expect it to arrive so soon.
I still remembered the first day when i saw you.Truthfully speaking, i never regretted joining OGL as i get to know you.Despite my civics tutor strong belief that OGL has caused my grades, i would think its worth it.
I really cant control my tears, especially when i am alone( this is partly because i dun like to let others see me cry).You have really motivated me.My spurring determination this year has been brought about by you.
Losing you is even worse than stabbing a dagger straight into my heart.
iSWEAR!
alot of things made me even more sad.

i dread listening to piano lyrics
i dread listening to christmas carols
i dread going to white sands mall
i dread passing by your house
i dread seeing your class
i dread seeing your frens
i dread seeing you
cause all these make me think of you again

you have given me happiness over the 82 days.
you are the gal whom i loved most in my life,you are the gal who consoled me when i am down, you are the gal who taught me math, you are the gal whom inspired my life and aid me in going through j2.
without you, i dunno who am i
but now its all over
i love you
but i want you to be happy

can we still be close friends?

tearing as i typed this post,
cheng liang

c0mments! first time i cried in two years.

c0mments! PROM night is finally over.
I believe the photos are already upload on facebook.
Yesterdays i should say is quite an enjoyable day as it marks the final celebration of our batch graduation ceremony.
After much sightseeing and consideration, i realised that i wear over- formal for this occasion , such that people teased me for looking like getting married or what.
LOL.
It has not been an easy journey for all j2 this year, some having to handle a divsion while some devoted totally into their SYF performance.
For me, not really much into CCA but i hope to spend time with my juniors for their training in the upcoming days( but i doubt the guard will let me in)
I do not wish to comment much on a levels but i can say that its not well done bahs.(at least not what i expected)_-_
The food for prom night is generally quite appealing and appetizing though i have seen most of the dishes numerous times before.Haas, i still laughed whenever i thought of how our class managed to gather most of the items so furiously and actively in the scavenger hunt.
After saying all the good stuff, its time for bad stuff le
NOT in good mood lately due to various reasons.
but thanks to my darling , i am beginning to pick up the skills of 'moving on in life'
but i really hope my granny can pull through
please!!!!! save my granny!
the china trip can be cancelled, i can dun go chalet trip, but i want my granny to get well soon( praying hard)
thats it for the say stuff( actually theres more, but recalling them make me more sad, so better dun)
^-^
okay so right now
plans ahead for the next 136 days
-spend more time with my loved ones
-learn driving
-secret!!