c0mments!
this is the 55th post of my blog.i should say the 55th post of this particular blog.
obviously this is not going to be a happy post as i am really in rotten mood now.
no mood to do anything.totally
i would not be surprised if i suddenly changed my mind about going my class chalet tomo.Given my feelings now, in normal circumstances, i would really give the chalet a miss but the fact that this chalet is one of the last few moments i would spent with my class makes me feel very guilty if i will to miss it totally.
my dear classmates, pardon me if i do not appear usual during the chalet, for i could not behave normally.
i do not want to behave like this.Just like what my sis said, its just 82days, i should not feel so much pain.But....
i cant control my feelings.I cant control my tears.I cant control my heart(i believe no one can)
i dun want to be so pessimistic. but whenever i think of the times for the 82 days, i would ponder do you feel hurt when you initiated the break up.i really ponder
i have lost 2 kg for the past two days.At this rate, i would soon become thin
forget it. i am just going to chalet tomo and escape the reality world.
dun blame me for this, its really hard to forget you.,
cheng liang( no tears but red swollen eyes)
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