Chemistry thoughts

2011-11-20T03:30:00.001-08:00

booking in later.
icct test followed by loads of leaves/ offs.

201111
1930hrs

tiring week

2011-11-17T00:37:00.000-08:00

well, first week back in camp since coming back from australia.
Should say not too bad, just that the icct part is very tiring, and causes aches all over the body.
Break falls, close combat fight, locking positions and etc hard to pick up, but senseof accomplishment when finally complete that.
Have just applied for leave in both november and december,too bad not enough to cover all the days till new year.
Hope tommorrow icct lesson will be a fruitful one and leass break fall please.. T.T

171111
1641 hr.

2011-11-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

enjoyed myself for the past 4days since i came back from australia.
Went out everyday, spending money cluelessly and its much more tiring.
And so its like 110 days to ord and really looking forward to ir.
Shall be going to a buffet tomo with my recce mates.

071111
2151hrs

End of exercise wallaby!

2011-11-04T01:53:00.001-07:00

And so, exercise wallaby is finally over.
All the hard work, preparations, trainings blah blah etc has finally paid off.
This is the first time i took a long distance flight with approximately 7653km and 7 hrs journey.I must say that this journey to aussie is an entertaining and fruitful trip.
First time driving my bronco on a much challenging terrain, first time seeing wallabies close-up.
Camp growl is much to my surprise a well-facilated place. Internet access, phone calls, canteen, and proper toilet facilities.
enjoyed my days there with proper food and a taste of western cuisine.
Outfield is rather ok, with the weather abit upsetting.
The rest and relax period is fun, with the four of us living in what seems like a 5 room flat with all facilties needed. food is excellent, but just too bad didnt bring enough money to buy more souvenirs, including local chocs, koala bear, havannas slippers, biscuits, t-shirts and etc
Nice to be back in singapore with my family again.
Shall be going to the zoological gardens tomo.

shall post more next time

chemistrythought
041111
1707 hrs

wallaby!

2011-10-14T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hilariously long period of time since i last pen anything down on this blog.

Basically, i have completed my bronco course and now i can officially drive a tank..ok.. more like a carrier.
Experience is enriching, with me knowing at least more of how to operate a class 3 vehicle( can help in my future driving too)
Next up shall be my final high key before my ORD which is exercise wallaby in the land of kangaroos! Never thought before i would be driving a bronco instead of walking miles through the desert and forest. Quite excited, yet petrified at the same time.
Nevertheless, as of today its 134 days to ORD! and when i come back from aussie, it would be 113 days!naiceeee
Have been trying not to fall sick these few days as it would not benefit me at all in aussie.
yea thats all for now, and would be back with more refreshing and interesting updates live from wallaby!

cheng liang
151011
0010 hrs

exciting match

2011-07-24T02:37:00.000-07:00

so.. The legend match between singapore and malaysia has took place at jalan besar stadium yesterday night.
Glad that spore has won:)
and so.. I am still waiting for my posting results..
Something i quite believe ' uncertainty is the worst feeling one can feel..'

booking in later.

2011-06-11T10:56:00.000-07:00

i have to face the hard truth that i am going to get posted away to a new unit.

start of brcc!

2011-05-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

its the start of brcc again! A course which i have failed and will be trying again! Actually should not say try, its a must to pass. Come to think of it , stay healthy, stay free of injury and it will be a breeze.
Nothing much to say as of now-course will continue next week with 6km fast march ,
meanwhile, its the 9th day since my sis went europe, coming back in like 11days? Miss her So much!

150511
0016hrs

2011-05-06T23:21:00.000-07:00

why does blogger time differs from spore timing de.. hais

current time
070511
1419hrs

2011-05-06T23:18:00.000-07:00

from now on, i would make it a point to update my blog every weekend.Especially now that i am going for a fucked up course, i would need to vent my frustration here

2011-05-06T01:44:00.001-07:00

My ankle hurts again!
Hope it would recover by my course..

2011-04-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

i realised i have another weakness:

i feel nauseous on long journey rides

2011-04-24T23:30:00.001-07:00

Spent a hour or so reading my past blog posts.
Realised i have been quite active on blogger in the past.
Hmm, is blogger a place for me to share my happiness, to summarize my daily routine order, to vent my anger or just to type for sake of typing?
Guess.. i have an answer liaos.

Many questions i asked myself in the posts in the past.Now, i finally got answer to them.
For eg, do i really like her?
answ" DEF!!!

what results i would get for A levels?
ok bahs, i guess. For the amt of work i put in. considerably acceptable..

would i keep in contact with my jc mates when i in ns?
yes, i still chatting to then online nowadays

blah blah blah..

really interesting to look at ur past posts.
To all readers of this blog, do have fun looking at ur own blogs!

just created a twitter account, hope it would be of use in future.

for now, i would be shutting off my com le

byes
chemistrythought
250411
1432hrs
(AH yes! my 365th day in NS!!!!)
ten more months to ORD!!! I AM OFFICIALLY A ONE YEAR SOLDIER!

2011-04-24T23:11:00.001-07:00

Just created a twitter account.Add me! my username is koochengliang

2011-04-23T19:13:00.001-07:00

240411

So, i have been counting down to my ORD date and its something like 308 days.
Good!
Exercise Diamond Plexus has just ended and i wouldn't say its hard cos our job this time round is much more relax.So , what that means? Our preparation has gone up in smoke.
Yesterday, my sis brought her boyfriend home to have dinner together.Not bad looking, honest, silent guy. C an see that he would be a good husband to my sis.This makes me wonder when i would bring my GF home.
Now, currently on my third day of long weekend.Shiok.
Will be back to update more!

blog revival!

2011-03-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

It has been like 5 months since i last blogged.
There has been drastic changes these few months, changes that are hard but forced to accept.
Have done everything we could, shown attitude, lodged complaints, given our views etc.
But well, i dun care. Gonna f off in 11months time.
For soc, finally conquer balancing beam and jagged ladder.
For ippt, i finally gotten silver!
Overall, need to tolerate with all the nonsense for the remaining days. Who tell us to be educated people.

2010-11-06T18:28:00.000-07:00

5 plus weeks left to POP of my recce course.. 478days to ORD.

2010-10-29T06:21:00.001-07:00

The time has come for the ultimate recce course. Dreads it but hopes to finish it fast.

2010-07-06T20:22:00.000-07:00

POP le!
Finally out of tekong island..

Mixed feelings about leaving the island.
Cant bear to leave my mates there but also looked forward to new unit.( i mean ORD).

POP is wasted due to the stupid weather.
But well, life is always not up to expectancy.

Coming to this, i thought of another thing where second chance is actually just hope nia.
But well sometimes fate can make a fool of people.
Learn to let go and will be free.

2010-05-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

booked out and like at spore really different as that at tekong
a tiring 19 days and hear wrenching moments as i switched companies, but nvm, all has been done and i shall live with it for the nest 6 weeks.

tomo my 19th bday and the live range shooting also.
hope i can at least pass..
failed my imt, ippt so far
so i need live range to pass bmt
sighsss.
nvm
will be back next week.
meanwhile packing my items for booking in

oh! wad a sad bday inside tekong!=(

2010-04-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

Gonna spend my time completing advance theory book, packing my bag, collation of all things needed for army( while resting my leg at home)/.....

2010-04-13T23:42:00.000-07:00

Have only myself to blame..
Now my ankle injury is getting worse.
It certainly looks like pig trotters now.
These few days will certainly rest at home.Cos i cant even walk either

Hais havent received any replies from the two unis yet.

sian

14th april( 12 more days!!)

2010-04-04T23:27:00.001-07:00

how i wish my wish will come true

5th april

2010-04-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

how i wish my wish will come true

2010-04-01T02:01:00.000-07:00

SIAN..

sprained ankle once again....

damn painful this time round..

Nowadays, feel that there is really nothing much to do at home, everyday routine just includes watching tv, sleep , eat.

To add to my torture, i cant even walk..( not at least walk properly).

Went to meleka last weekend.
Quite an enjoyable trip, but didnt buy much things.
Reason?
Nothing that i fancy,
Down with flu on the first night during the trip and end up wasting time to go around searching for flu pills.
Watched the match whereby chelsea thrashed aston villa. Not bad.,\

Ate alot during the trip and how stupid to sprain ankle at this time.Cant even exercise lor.

How i wish somebody would talk to me now.=/-

2010-03-07T22:06:00.000-08:00

Anxiety is finally gone.
Now comes worries...

The feeling of being nowhere is the worst.
My A results are not good.I know that by saying this , i would be inviting many insults from alot others, but personally, truthfully, this is not the result i desired.
While i am being viewed as having good results with 2As in the main 4 subjects, my rank points lost to many others.My competitive mind is stressing and pressurizing me.

I am very disappointed with my math and physics, for this two subjects are the most essentials for me to get into engineering courses.
Now, i am only left with few choices of engineering courses, some of which i have never imagined myself to be in there before.How i wished i can get 4A and sit down at home with nothing to worry about.
Furthermore, i am worried for my friends.I am worried that some of them might not be able to accept their results.I understand their feelings cos i experienced that before.Just hope that they will be fine after some time.

Sadly speaking, this is the end of uniform schooling years.
No more singing of national anthem or reciting our pledge in future.

thats it. i shall be back to my thoughts

8th march 2010
1423

2010-02-24T18:05:00.000-08:00

Okay, enough of the frustrations.
Now, back to my life happenings.
I realised i like to go facebook-ing in the morning nowadays due to its faster speed=)
Latest update, gilroy birthday coming real soon=)
SO, i will be taking my driving basic theory test tomorrow, all the best to myself!( for i know no one except gilroy will wish me luck).
Some thing to do with my colleague, hope that she can cheer up real soon
A levels results in 8 days time. Still praying that i will not cry that day.
other than gilroys bday, still got two bdays really reaching soon lehs, in fact even before 6th march,
oo

haiya enough said le,
this morning mood totally spoilt

2010-02-24T18:02:00.000-08:00

what the fuck!!!
regret many decisions in life( it just make the future worse)
i have lost many frens...

2010-02-11T19:43:00.000-08:00

i thought i should type something so as to keep this blog alive.
just to start off with something.
pretty sad i still dont get to celebrate valentine's day in my whole life with someone whom i love.
never mind everything is fated, maybe i should just be a bachelor for the whole of my life.
has completed around half of my work term le. very busy these few days as people rushed to make their last mintue shoppings.
seriously i thought people would choose to go vivo, but harbourfront centre a lot people sia, make me so busy//
has just cut a very ugly hairstyle which cost me 15 bucks. thought that i should just cut at a neighbourhood salon since i going for army soon but yawnss, this hairstyle pissed me off
that day i remember reading the horoscope book at carefour where wei hao works.
most compatiable zodiac sign for taurus: SCORPIO!!!
must they torture me, why must it be this zodiac....
so many things in the horoscope book seems true lehs.
gosh!
tomo is gathering dinner le and gonna spend a lonely new year with just me eating goodies again and again.....
haiya lazy type le

zai jian everyone
cheng liang
12th feb 2020
11..53am

2010-01-25T20:55:00.000-08:00

BTT is super duper difficult lehs
having a hard time trying to memorise the meaning of different signs .=(

2010-01-24T21:29:00.000-08:00

finally can blog!
tried to log into blogger the past few days and ended up just having the webpage " problem diplaying webpage you requested"
but.. later must work sian.
lets talk about something abt my work
today shall be the 11th day of work
have very nasty comments abt some customers but shall not say here.
just that to put it plainly, some customers may be acting ignorant and testing on my patience.

new year is coming lo.
third year not celebrating in my 19 years of life.
its nothing actually , dun care abt celebration
for there is nothing that i can celebrate much in the past year
but why must valentines be on the first day?
hmmm
i heard that may need to work on the first day
well thats why i say not anything special, for i will be spending valentines each year either with myself or my family.
i thought...........but.............

had 3 very happy, wonderful fulfilling enjoyable outings with awesome people last week
firstly i must say wei hao is in all three!!!!
hah
wed is a return back to sch where we met a lot of teacher including, mrs nirmala, mr chew, mr yeow, miss huang, miss linda young, etc
lovely teachers=)
thurs is an small outing of a few of heron ogls
super cute yan ting is( her voice hasnt change!)
jermyn still as joking(haha!)
sat is the gathering with half of the s20 people at jimson house=)
nice nice and ended up playing majhong cos cant drink beer
first round( only wei hao qualifiable to win)thuink about it..why??? its really a joke la that round

coming tis week , i working night shift.No chance to go out after work le. sianx
maybe thats life, you cant choose certain path de

hope your blisters will be gone soon

and of course a levels la
yesterday night had a very bad dream( it seem so real!!! such that i can like feel myself in the whole thing and thought its really true!_
i dreamt i got 24 marks for math( oh god i still cant figure out why i would dream of marks lehs(
then i get c for phy
a for econs
b for chem
e for gp
still cant go uni with this results
gosh hit this dream away
i am going to sce my exam slip kay

yea need prepare for work le
hope for more outings soon=)
chemistrythought
25th jan 2010
1349

it has been one month plus=(

2010-01-19T06:23:00.000-08:00

5th day of work!
yep new work le, getting rather adapted to it le and mistakes are getting esser by the day.
but....i am feeling more bored too..especially if i work the morning shift..no people de. very sian
tomo is finally break
yes lots of plans ahead for this week. will be spending the next few days with my lovely classmates
so yup. tomo shall be re visit TPJC and bball training plus 08s16 class gathering at swensens in the evening
thurs shall be a nice lovely bowling session with yan ting wei hao roy and jermyn.. MISS THEM ALL!!
sat shall be s20 clasS gathering

really packed week right!!!
WOOHOOO. WHAT A POSITIVE MINDSET. but my pocket going to burn a nice big hole.
haha!!!
shall go disturb teachers tomo=)=)

tuesday

2010-01-13T18:01:00.000-08:00

1 month has passed le. Just couldnt let it go
and getting rather nervous for a levels results.(just like one month plus away from results)

o levels has just been released and very happy for a few of my frens who managed to attain more than 6 distinctions.
thinking back, arent i very dumb??

lacked of exercise lately, plus ate quite alot, makes me grow fatter again

ya found a job over at harbourfront shopping centre. hope it will be good.

bought some guppies lately, but some died.sad

i should really learn how to let go

2010-01-13T18:00:00.000-08:00

i should learn to let go.

2010-01-13T17:37:00.000-08:00

i miss you

2010-01-03T22:32:00.000-08:00

2009 HAS ENDED.
I do not know which feelings to have in facing the new year, for it started with wake for my granny.
Having spent 5 days at the wake and one night guard, i realise i have done little as i grandson.
MY mood is real bad this past few months. And i realise one things, we cant control our tears.
Thanks for the condolences from my fren
I tried not to cry these few days, for crying makes the dead unwilling to pass on(in our belief).BUT........
its only in the times of crisis that you know who ur true frens are..

2010-01-03T22:28:00.000-08:00

REST IN PEACE, GRANNY!

2009-12-24T18:32:00.000-08:00

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!
another year is approaching and soon enuf, i will be in the army!
many things had happened this year, and these things made me believe this is a fruitful year.
to all my closest frens,
dun worry abt me. i am fine and wish you all very happy happy christmas. thanks for your support all these while!i love you all!!!!

to all heron ogls,
thanks for making the ogl orientation cap a fruitful one!!

to all a03s! and og2,
really glad to know u all.hahas

to all my classmates,
you all had made my times in sch less boring!

to all bball teammates.
thanks for all your cooperation. believe we will excel one day

to my family,
omg love love u all!!!

to everyone,
may your wishes come true

thats all i have to say for christmas...

now.
working working
job rather boring
but i need money and to kill time also.

yes received reply from ibn, hope that i will pass the interview!~.~

i love all my frens
heehee
enjoyed the night at stanford house
and received 3 presents from him
wow!
hahas dunno what to do with one of the presents thought
thanks stanford~! although i guess he will never see this.

very few smses nowadays. also no time to look at phone( wondering if its true or not)

here are the list of people whom i think make this year fruitful for me.

wei hao, gilroy, ben, jessica, teanna, jie ying, s16ians, roo kiat, my family, my teamates, xin jie, yan ting, eunice, stanford, alvin, roger, bryan, nixon, wen wei, and alot alot more.

haha enjoying christmas carols on radio now. going out later...

hahas
cya
cheng liang
25th dec 2009
=)

2009-12-14T07:10:00.002-08:00

this is the 55th post of my blog.i should say the 55th post of this particular blog.
obviously this is not going to be a happy post as i am really in rotten mood now.

no mood to do anything.totally
i would not be surprised if i suddenly changed my mind about going my class chalet tomo.Given my feelings now, in normal circumstances, i would really give the chalet a miss but the fact that this chalet is one of the last few moments i would spent with my class makes me feel very guilty if i will to miss it totally.

my dear classmates, pardon me if i do not appear usual during the chalet, for i could not behave normally.

i do not want to behave like this.Just like what my sis said, its just 82days, i should not feel so much pain.But....
i cant control my feelings.I cant control my tears.I cant control my heart(i believe no one can)
i dun want to be so pessimistic. but whenever i think of the times for the 82 days, i would ponder do you feel hurt when you initiated the break up.i really ponder

i have lost 2 kg for the past two days.At this rate, i would soon become thin

forget it. i am just going to chalet tomo and escape the reality world.
dun blame me for this, its really hard to forget you.,

cheng liang( no tears but red swollen eyes)

its over...

2009-12-13T06:57:00.000-08:00

its over....
82 days....
Ever since you sent me that message last night, i would say that this is my darkiest moments of my life.(something worse than receiving poor results, going for oral presentation or even my granny health).
This is the first time i cried in two years, the last being for my ex crush.I had expected that day to come, even though i really dun want it to come.Never did i expect it to arrive so soon.
I still remembered the first day when i saw you.Truthfully speaking, i never regretted joining OGL as i get to know you.Despite my civics tutor strong belief that OGL has caused my grades, i would think its worth it.
I really cant control my tears, especially when i am alone( this is partly because i dun like to let others see me cry).You have really motivated me.My spurring determination this year has been brought about by you.
Losing you is even worse than stabbing a dagger straight into my heart.
iSWEAR!
alot of things made me even more sad.

i dread listening to piano lyrics
i dread listening to christmas carols
i dread going to white sands mall
i dread passing by your house
i dread seeing your class
i dread seeing your frens
i dread seeing you
cause all these make me think of you again

you have given me happiness over the 82 days.
you are the gal whom i loved most in my life,you are the gal who consoled me when i am down, you are the gal who taught me math, you are the gal whom inspired my life and aid me in going through j2.
without you, i dunno who am i
but now its all over
i love you
but i want you to be happy

can we still be close friends?

tearing as i typed this post,
cheng liang

2009-12-13T02:39:00.000-08:00

first time i cried in two years.

2009-12-10T08:17:00.000-08:00

PROM night is finally over.
I believe the photos are already upload on facebook.
Yesterdays i should say is quite an enjoyable day as it marks the final celebration of our batch graduation ceremony.
After much sightseeing and consideration, i realised that i wear over- formal for this occasion , such that people teased me for looking like getting married or what.
LOL.
It has not been an easy journey for all j2 this year, some having to handle a divsion while some devoted totally into their SYF performance.
For me, not really much into CCA but i hope to spend time with my juniors for their training in the upcoming days( but i doubt the guard will let me in)
I do not wish to comment much on a levels but i can say that its not well done bahs.(at least not what i expected)_-_
The food for prom night is generally quite appealing and appetizing though i have seen most of the dishes numerous times before.Haas, i still laughed whenever i thought of how our class managed to gather most of the items so furiously and actively in the scavenger hunt.
After saying all the good stuff, its time for bad stuff le
NOT in good mood lately due to various reasons.
but thanks to my darling , i am beginning to pick up the skills of 'moving on in life'
but i really hope my granny can pull through
please!!!!! save my granny!
the china trip can be cancelled, i can dun go chalet trip, but i want my granny to get well soon( praying hard)
thats it for the say stuff( actually theres more, but recalling them make me more sad, so better dun)
^-^
okay so right now
plans ahead for the next 136 days
-spend more time with my loved ones
-learn driving
-secret!!

2009-11-15T05:41:00.000-08:00

a levels are halfway through.!
5/11 papers le.
flunked math but rather satisfied with chemistry and general paper.
i am really happy after chem paper.
now i am very very worried for my math
i dun wanna get a bad grade, and certainly not a failing grade
get b i will also emo de
hais i am worried lah
not coming week got chem paper two, phy paper two and econ paper
HOPE WILL DO WELL LEHS

hais
love love
cheng liang

2009-11-08T06:54:00.000-08:00

boom!!
a levels starting tomo!!
boom boomz!!!

setting off on the path to getting ace
i hope lah of course.
nice talking to cheryl just now.
kind of rmb sec sch times

i think i am really slacker
i believe no typical a levels student will go out shopping just day before exam
but i did
went out shop these few days to look at prom clothes too
lol
k lah really cant talk
lol
ace it man

2009-11-06T21:09:00.000-08:00

goshz!

i feel that i am very unlucky nowadays and nothing seems to go right in my eyes.
just to speak of a few incidents lately as to what made me feel that i am so unlucky.
firstly i think i have blog about this before.
MONDAY-- went to temple to get a divine lot. and its a bad omen. and guess what? when i stepped out of temple, i saw a dead pigeon or crow, whichever looks like it.Kay fine, i i dun believe in coincidence
therefore yesterday i went to take another lot again.Coming to think of it, that night which is like two days ago, i went jogging and saw a dead pigeon too..then yesterday i got back exactly the same lot.
Which means my fate is fixed?
as to what the lot depicts, i am supposed to take shelter for A levels and just let it go?
i really dun want divulge my whole mind in it.
BUT I couldnt, i dunno why my fate would be like this.
i dun want accept it, and i have been thinking about it the whole of yesterday.
Its not that i have not put in hard work for A, but in the sense that i did not put in as much hard work for a than O doesnt mean i am hecking care about this exam.~.`
hmmm whatever, i am just so gonna study really hard and prove the lot wrong

NO POINT EMO LE
NO POINT THINKING LE
NO POINT BLAMING MY PARENTS FOR THEIR NAGGING LE
NO POINT DECEIVING MYSELF LE
NO POINT NOT STUDYING AND KEEP THINKING I WILL DO WELL
NO POINT KEEP THINKING OF HOLIDAYS
NO POINT KEEP WORRYING FOR MY GRANNY LE
NO POINT THINKING OF THE LOT LE
NO MORE BASKETBALL
NO MORE SWIMMING
NO MORE AFTERNOON NAP
NO MORE CYCLING
MORE HERBAL TEA
MORE STUDYING
MORE POSITIVE THINKING
MORE CONFIDENCE

3 MORE DAYS TO THE FIRST MATH PAPER
REALLY GONNA ACE IT AND SHALL BE MY CONFIDENCE BOOSTER.

<3 I REALLY HOPE YOU WILL BE THERE

2009-11-04T04:42:00.000-08:00

tick tock tick tock tick tock.
the alarm gonna go off in 120 hours!
boom! and there goes my dream of ending uni, or will it be the start of my chase for my dream?
i dun dare to ask myself that question nowadays.
i hope my hard work will pay off.( but firstly how to define hard work? many said i worked very hard, i think okay okay lah, my parents say i very slack....
dots.
till now only got 5 subjects to take lehs. still cant handle well......
nvm gonna get a at least for chem math and econs. phy and gp! i salute you! just try to get yourself into the a-c zone!
it gonna sounds comical but well, i tend to think like this in the corners of exams.

hmmm
gtg le
5 days
120 hours to first paper.
math! i gonna conquer you!!!!

2009-10-20T08:10:00.005-07:00

oh ya before i forget, happy belated bday to mr goh wei hao!
hope all the ming xins will come your way!!
muachahaha evil me.

2009-10-20T08:10:00.003-07:00

oh ya before i forget, happy belated bday to mr goh wei hao!
hope all the ming xins will come your way!!
muachahaha evil me.

2009-10-20T08:04:00.000-07:00

JESSICA PLEASE CHEER UP
yes this is the start of my post.
i just want her to cheer up, regardless of what has happened, might happened or will not happened.Dun worry, just like how you told me to think positively.
I am very confident you will obtain what u want( optimistic views though), and not achieve all those pessimistic thoughts.
no more harbouring of negative thoughts, for YOU and for ME.

brace up jessica and face all challenges cooly.
this post is dedicated to one and only you.

chengliang
20th oct 2009
1103pm

OMG!!!

2009-10-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

stress!
yes thats the word i have been wanting to say lately.
Nothing could be more suitable to describe my feeling right now.
27days to a levels?
i dun care le. just gonna pull through it, for my frens, family members and my darling.
hmmm, sometimes i really wonder, what have i been doing in my whole two jc years? i have known before hand how stressful, how tough and how tiring it is to survive through the jc years.
My parents told me to go poly, my aunt told me to go poly, my teachers predict that i will go poly.But well now, i am in jc. I do not know whether i am in jc to fulfill my wish or just to oppose others views of me.
Even right at the start of jc1, i didnt realise the importance of consistency in studies.I didnt realise the fact that i am in TP, a school where its students need to work doubly, triple or more times that any other jc students in order to ace their exams.What have i been doing.
There are a lot of excuses for my poor academic performance.Yet none can actually convince myself.
I think i am rather complacent with my j1 results till i become slacking in j2.I cannot catch up anymore.
today had a math test, cannot even solve more than half the questions and 27 days to the determinant a levels math paper.Will my result gone case? i dun dare to think..
I realised my chemistry results has been on the low side too.There are still certain concepts i can not get hold of no matter how hard i try to read and read numerous times.

So many things happen lately and its really tiring to juggle all at the same time.Right now, i hope for the betterment of my granny health.
Speaking of that, i went to my granny house today.On the surface, she looked fine to me.Whereas, she dun even recognize me.( heart shatters)
today is such a "fruitful" day.I feel so weird in school today without seeing my dar.
Spilled coffee on myself today, in addition to knocking my knee cap against some obstacles more than twice today.Very "lucky" isnt it?
I have been rather "cheong" in my studies lately."Arranging consultations with my subjects tutors", : taking up ten year series and attempt it", "ask teachers more questions", "ask myself more questions", " test myself by writing out mindmaps ".
Is this sufficient to get an A. I was quite shocked when my mum told me i am not studying hard enough. so my frens, u cant blame me for saying i am not a mugger.Cos i am just depicting myself against my mum comment.\
hais gp is one of my main concern.Even if i do manage to cheong my science subjects to distinctions, gp will pull me down.
Hence as part of my consultation and revision,
i will show u all my intro for an essay question.

question: "conformity should be the main aim of all schools" how far do u agree??
taken from A levels 2002 nov paper.

intro:
Educational institutes in the widest sense,take up the vital role of equipping learners with the necessary skills and knowledge needed for a better employment and creation of a morally civilised society through formal education.Although complying by the rules and regulations will help enforce discipline into the institute management, rigid compliance may lead to a dull college system, with students deprived of creativity and innovative thinking.

possible points:

stand:should not conform

Over- compliance to the social norm can deter educational institutes from realising potential leaders.Colleges need to expose their students to higher innovation and thinking skills, so as to encourage the future leaders to have 'daring' thoughts.It is only then, will the institute stand out amongst others, creating talents who will benefit the local economy in the long run.For example, in Singapore, polytechnic students are given assignments each semester to create new and useful products for the public.In this way, the institute also gain recognition in its effort in grooming talents.Hence, for an institute to excel, its students should never be over- complied to the social norm.

counter: should confirm

However, colleges should enriched students with values through compliance by the rules and regulations.A minimal degree of compliance need to be exercised in all colleges, in hope of intiling correct values into the individuals.This values can act as base or guild lines in the creation of a morally upright person.Cultivation of the values will also help unify individuals together, satisfying the role of the college in social cohesion.For example, national pride is built into every Singaporean youths through the reciting of the national pledge.This ensures that every single local youths are aware of the importance of racial tolerance and social cohesion.In this way, mutual understanding is also achieved in the college.

haha.finally type finish
well i guessed i spent more than two hours on this post( thinking of what to write, how to structure my essay, time to type out all that)....but rather fruitful, at least i typed some thing.LOL!!!
ANYONE, if have any comments about my arguments, please tell me kay!=)

right now,
i hope my granny will get well soon
i want to be with my darl whom i miss very much
i want to ace my a levels.!!!!

cheng liang
13th oct 2009
01 11 am

2009-10-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

today blog is just a reflection..
i have been thinking. thinking all over again what have i been doing this whole year.
What had lead to the large deprovement in my grades? cca? ogl? or everything else? no the problem lies in myself.My laziness , my 'reluctancy' to listen in class,my day dreaming, my complacency.
NO more excuses! get down to earth.
i must change all my bad habits.If not, i will regret it all my life.
This year hasnt been well for me though, ya just a pouring out of sorrows( be it important or not), passing away of my relatives, losing a div beside a period of training, getting bad grades all along, being suaned and always suan people, often quarrel with my parents.
many can say their fate worse than me. yes i dun neglect their pain too. but i just want to say that mine isnt easy also.sorrow is not a comparison. how can we say that i suffering more pain than you when sorrow is something that cannot be quantified??

30 days left!
i am going to quote a sentence my sis always said to me during o levels: "AH BOY, ARE U AWAKE YET" everytime i heard her saying this, my mind went into deep thoughts.
a levels coming soon, so near that i dun dare set any high goals anymore, prelims results so bad till a levels is just a deviation from reality.Am i prepared for A levels?? NO!!

its quite late le.....
hais..
and ya happy bday to xiao hui

going off le,
loves you baby,
cheng liang
10th oct 2009
0128am

2009-10-07T01:28:00.001-07:00

currently blogging.. wei haosss mugging beside me

2009-10-07T00:36:00.000-07:00

a levels in 33 days!!!!!@!

2009-10-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

i am such a loser
making so many people unhappy at the same timel.
maybe i should just hide in a corner and cry or just to isolate myself from this world.
but i just cant let her go

2009-10-02T08:00:00.001-07:00

38 days.

2009-10-01T08:03:00.000-07:00

life has been rather sweet for me nowadays.
10 days=) i love my sweet sweet gal=)

(1st oct 2009)
its children days today.My teacher smiled and wished us happy children day in a quicky manner,
its like 39 days to Gp paper?
nvm its okay. i think i can do it,
despite all the bad results i have gotten so far.

baby, its your promos tomo. hope u will do fine.Even if i retain, i hope to take a levels together with you.

for now, nothing more to say, just gonna work on my GP and make sure it pass =)
love you=)

2009-09-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

<3 21/9/09 <3
i will always remember this date.
life hasnt been easy for me nowadays. but u r always there for me.
<3<3<3
gotten back most of the prelims results.
bad bad.
shall not elaborate more
46 more days. argh

BBQ!!!

2009-09-20T09:15:00.000-07:00

today is our family gathering day at my grandma house.Although we are missing some members from our extended family chain,we had quite a fun time.MY cousins were happily swimming while i stood at the bbq pit, charcoaling my chicken wings and marchmallow.
I think this is the first time my family have bbq this year. Quit happy but filled with a sea of thoughts.
now, abt my lately events.
Prelims has just ended 2 days ago and its heart relieving.Seriously, after studying for 1 month before the exam( of which i am damn seriously f***ed up by myself for slacking away in the midst), my results proved to be arent that good.For now, i just hope for a pass in all subjects;
Chemistry paper really dealt me a great blow.both paper 2 and 3.
iHATE chemistry now.Seriously!
lets do a summary of my results for the past few months
summary:)
chemistry A--- sa1(U) SA2( B)
physics B---- sa1(e) sa2(e)
maTH A--- sa1(u) sa2(u)
econ A sa1(b) sa2(b)
gp C sa1(s) sa2(e)

hais
really wonder what i will get for A levels.

2009-09-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

today, i lifted a load off my minds.Wait! lets say two loads off my mind,
okay in today post mainly there are two main characters.
(not much details will be given for fear of invading privacy)
firstly , gal a.I get to know this gal in my current school, then learnt that she had been to my ex sch.
last time used to talk to her.Until a sudden point of time, she totally ignored me.I wondered why, and today i finally got an answer.
Her point of view is she got freaked out if some guy shows sign of liking her.Guessed she think too much lah, but like finally clear the unknownlingly known obstacle.

secondly, gal b.Many of my frens relatives around me have been questioning me and even interrogating me( my dad even went to the extent of thinking i already have a galfren).Almost all came to the same conclusion, gal b has interest in me.At first i was damn shocked.Then i went to ask them WHY???
first reason: amt of sms( that has been cleared)
second: contents of sms( i find nothing wrong isnt it and i dun believe they have seen it)
finally clear this and i hope this wont affect out frenship.ANd i hope me and her will be truthful to whatever we said
yes, cleared the loads off our mind and i hope this post is not offensive

2009-08-27T17:55:00.001-07:00

4 more days to prelims!
jia you cheng liang!

2009-08-22T09:28:00.000-07:00

sudden urge to blog.
but promised this will be a short post.
countdown.10 days to prelims and 80 days to A levels
no fuly prepared but should be sufficent to face math and chemistry papers in prelims.
hais. time to study again.
=)

2009-08-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

I noticed that it has been such a long time since i last blogged.Maybe due to preparation for exams, lack of mood to blog and so on.But today, it shall be an exception.Just, an update of the latest happenings, which i shall start from maybe after the times i received my SA2 results.
Firstly, the times when i received my SA2 results are the times when i enjoy both happiness and bitterness. B for econs, thats a grade i am realy proud of. B for chemistry, i am happy that i improved but wait wait wait, i shall introduced two main characters into my post today. male A and Female B. Male A.. i do not know whats wrong with him, but always likes to discriminate my chemistry score. Yes! my chemistry score.I wont avoid the truth that i had worked hard for the subject, but jolly well not as what he has exaggerated.Two months for a B grade and one day for an A grade? WHAT BULLSHIT AND F-ING WRONG LOGIC IS THIS? tell a 3 yr old toddler and he will laughs!
Secondly, i noticed girl b attitude toward me has changed ever since she met male a.I know i am not good looking( which gal a claims that thats not the criteria she looks out for in a guy...i totally agrees that she really didnt look out for good looking guys), may not be as talkative, open and chattable as male a,you dun nid to discriminate me like that right? talk about how u respected me as your bro, yet you can angry at the slightest error i made.( even if i dun have and error).FINE! now, i do not care whether male a like gal b or gal b like male a or not, i will remain silent.Silent as i watched upon the disaster.Glad and disappointed as i was,two less competitors for a levels! yet,it pains me to see them together.
Right now, i am turning neutral to my relationship towards the two.i 'wish ' them all the best for the relationship and their exams.
Thirdly, i noticed i gained weights again! The increased amt of food intake, accompanied by the lack of exxercise, surely contributed a lot to my ;growth;
k lah, enough of bloging. i afraid i will say so many things such that blogger banned me from blogging le.
( the above story may be true o0r not true. if u have doubts, do not ask me. ask yourself. =)

2009-06-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

i laughed today.
Normally, nobody would post about such things.But somehow, i felt its rather special to me.Maybe i havent been really laughing truthfully and sincerely all this while.
Whereas when talking to jessica, i really felt cheered up.
This two weeks have not been nice holidays, but i must point out i really enjoyed the outings with gilroy, jie ying, nixon and wei hao.Although there should not be any chance that the four would be out together, the fun within cant be described with simple words.
The wild wild wet trip is enjoyable, and its really funny whenever i recalled what happened when gilroy and i were on one of the rides together.
I felt that i am really lucky that i have good friends around me.Although they may not understand me fully or i may just be a normal friend to them, i treasure them a lot.
My school days would not be as fulfilling without them.Gilroy, wei hao u all are my best friends.
My mood hasnt been good this past few days.I would lose my temper easily.Its not as though i really want to rail or argue with my friends.
seriously...
Two weeks passed, my revision not even one eights done. Believe it or not guys, but its the fact.
I may be viewed as a mugger, a hardcore studying student.But whats the point.My results arent good!And furthermore, u guys will never see the playful, slck side of me.
I cant finish my revision!!!!
I can still remember my times in my secondary school years arent that enjoyable, and the first time i really enjoyed being in class is the PAE times in MI.That school is cool, but too far from my house.
Jc life is tiring.I hope to end this journey soon.The question post to me by nixon that day really meke me ponder a lot.Will i still keep in contact with my old frens while i am away in NS.
i BELIEVE I WILL. especially my jc classmates.
U know, i believe in destiny.
being classmnates is definitely not an easy things.Just imagine there are around 50,000 students in our batch.To select 20 wont be that easy.
i would miss all my good frens while away in ns.
I am beggining to think alot nowadays, being wary of what people said and so on.This is a negative side.
i hope i will have a better control of myself.
signed of
emo. 1139 pm 14th june 2009

2009-05-30T18:07:00.000-07:00

tomo is the big day!!!!

2009-05-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
yes prupose of this blog is to thank the wonderful people which made my 18th birthday a sweet and memorable one.
Thank you mum and dad for the wonderful birthday cake=)
thank you sis for the wallet!
thanks you glroy, wei hao and jieying for the bottle=)
thank you nixon for the lovely birthday card
thank you lip young, fredrick , sheree, jieying, gilroy, wei hao, soek khern, nixon, lloyd, exovex, hou yi, sam, jia wei, pin hui, xin jie and everyone else whom i may not ctually remembers
and yes. TEANNA
i think its my first year not selebrating with family memebers thanks teanna for having dinner with me.
yes
signed off

2009-05-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

today is my napha test
actually i quite contented with myself, although i failed..
here the results.
standing broad jump---- 215cm.. E
sit up-----------------43 A
pull up----------------1 nothing
shuttle run-----------10.1s A
2.4km 10 min 56 sec B
THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY. will work hard for the re test

2009-05-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

i have alot of things to say. alot till i wont be able to say finish
right now, i can only say blogger is one of the methods of me relieving myself.]
first thing, my academic getting from bad to worse. i have problems understanding the most basics of certain subjects,No matter how hard i try, i end up disappointing myself.
am i too stressed?? common question i ask myself repeadtly.. i am not.
serious> i cant be sure..\
there are a few uestions that i ask myself today.
1. why am i visiting the bowling center more often than not when my results are seriosuly slipping?
2.why am i staying up at night while not really doing homework more constructively?
3 why am i bring ing psp to sch nowadays?>
4. why did i play bball the day just before napha and chem spa trial?
5.why am i not focusing well in studies>\
6. what is my ultimate goal in life?
7. cant i forego the alternative opportunities in enjoying in life?
8. can i do well for sa2?
9. should i go to a better star programme?
10. should i mug really hard?
11. lastly why am i blogging when i have a test tomo>
\
i want to scold vulgur nowadays.
things really going very wrong;

i hope to get good reuslts in sa2, but wont ppl treat me like mugger? i want to play, the ppl will scold me for not focusing. i am left with no choice.
i realsie the more i study, the more hot tempered i am
i would shout at my parents for no particular reason. i
i will hit the wall when i cant understand a simple fact.
i get jealous when i see ppl receiving academic excellence award.
i am disgraced at myself

i am now trying to stay up late.
study![p
at least for tomo test.
i know once i say i will study, ppl wont believe i didnt study
i am not a chem god!
i am not a mugger!
i am justy a plain student!
give me more freedom pls.
perhaps my ogm is right. jc really different fromk sec. they are the newcomers, so their comparision is more accurate
i hope.. i hope..
any acheivements i have shld be due to hard work and nto luck
for luck cant remains with me forever,

last thing,
i hope this post wont affect my frenship.
the content not directing at anybodyl,
signed off,
a chengliang.

2009-05-08T07:51:00.000-07:00

Seriously many things happened lately.This has certainly upset me a lot and leaving me loomed with fatigue for the past week.
I find myself getting stressed for nothing.I worry about homework yet i cant seem to complete it.I dun feel like disappointing teacher yet i cnt do some tutorials.I want to get A for chem but i just couldnt.
My bowling has been deproving.Studies have slipped, bball skills worsen, relationship worsen, and so on.
Sometimes i ask myself, what exactly do i want?Why do i have so many aims.Nixon is right, i lack sleep.I cant sleep so early, i told myself.
My granny condition has not improved and miss huang words really make me more guilty.
all no link. life is worthless and useless

2009-04-30T18:40:00.000-07:00

i am damn emo lately,
i dunno what am i doing this yr.
i seriously dunno
why did i go for bball>
and ended up losing
and ended up losing 4H2?>
why?
i got stufy for chem lehs

2009-04-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

long time since i last blogged.
had busy times with CCAs and i flunked my mid years exams
tournament lost, results failed, what have i gain in this year so far?
disappointment? scolding?>
hais,

2009-03-22T05:58:00.001-07:00

just a few more hours to SA1 and THE start of A division!
damn scared
just hope not to flunk gp.

continuing study..

2009-03-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

3 days left to SA1 and the match against VJC!
OMG! i am really scared.
So far, i haven cover much topics, so here is just a summary of what i have covered.
physics
1.waves
2.dynamics
3.dynamics 2
chemistry
1.intro to o.g.
2. alkane
3.alkene
4.arene
omg. sian.
i really hope we can win the match against vjc.
ya
signed off
20th march 2009
958pm

sad

2009-03-06T07:02:00.000-08:00

Never once in my life did i expect or even predict a C grade for my chinese.Never!!
Today should be the most unluckiest day i had in my entire life.Firstly, in the early morning, accident outside my sch. Next, is the results.Whats worse is my underperformance in the match.
WTF!!!!!
I am seriously very upset.Nothing can describe my sorrowness bow.Nothing!!
Try putting urself into a situation where people arnd u are getting As and u r the only one getting a C when u r expected to do better than them.
HAIS,
right now, my heart is shattered and tears are rolling like mad

SCARED

2009-03-05T07:47:00.001-08:00

This few weeks, life has been rather miserable for me.Firstly, is my uncle uncle sudden death.It makes me think so much.Is life so vulnerable?
I really dun wanna think about it.Its inevitably that i seen him once a year during chinese new year.But the deep memories within.Why arent i feeling sad? WHY??
Next, bball training are getting to be real tough.My legs and hands are aching like hell.Tomo is the friendly match against YMCA( god knows whos that)AND wed against mjc.BTW, we have gotten our groupings for the A division. Pioneer jc, innova jc, ACSI, and victoria jc will be our rivals.Little hope of advancing but i believe in hRD WORK.The hard work we put in will definitely show.
Nowadays, i keep seeing my juniors in sch.( as in not all those unfamiliar de).THOSE WHO ARE ONCE MY OGMS,nice to see them so happy
tomo is the day, where i think i wil cry.
i dun have a good feeling about it.
hais
A?? B??? C???? D????? I REALLY IDK

2009-02-22T08:23:00.000-08:00

Back from orientation camp.
Had lots of fun with 09A03. They are kinda bonded class and how envious i were.
OKAY, i must admit these three days i wasnt as enthu as i wanted to be. maybe i still got the stage fright when i see alot of people staring at me.Idunno. I dun want that fear.
My voice i a bit hoarse now. too strained by the shouting these few days.
I love mass dance!!!
i think the activity i am most looking forward to in the camp is the mass dance. Dancing with wei hao, gilroy and alvin is damn funny.
But my mood went down when people go missing. I am real afraid u know, they are gone just like this.I also dunno how to explain to my family head.I DUNNO.People will view me as being irresponsile.But do i have a choice? If they just go off during bathing time or meals? I am not by their side all the time!!!!
I am very contented with the rest, especially issiah that brightens up my days.Ya there are two of my nchs junior in the class too.Teanna and shayne if i am not wrong, nice to meet u all!!!!
Camp one ended in just like such a short time to me.I missed them , camp , ogls and all the fun within.Although heron got the 5th position, i am already very contented, cos we are disadvantaged in the first place.
OH HERON!
OH SEXAY OH YEA!
WA LANG WU CHIO Bu
SI BEI CHIO AR
WA LANG WU YAN DAO
SI BEI YAN DAO
SI MI LANG?
HERON!!!
SI MI LANG?
HERON!!!
OH HERON!!!!!!!
I DAMN LOVE THIS CHEER!
09A03, YOU GUYS ARE THE MOST BONDED CLASSMATES I HAVE SEEN.Cherish all your classmates for the two years and beyond.
Too bad u all dun really have many subjects withme n common, or you all can come ask me if u all have any questions.
okay, because i miss the camp so much, i went to clash camp two!!
ya, learnt about the humming bird. Nice CREATIVITY, combining all the different house cheers together,yes i hope we can do the cheer again
Next, i shall talk more abt other sch stuff.
Missed three days of lesosns and i realised i have alot to catch up on.
i totally dun understand some topics till now and i believed i am not going to do well for the coming tests too!OMG
Alot of basketball trainings lately and that left me shagged out.
i am too tired.
and just a notez: eunice is a funny galz.=)
23/2/09
1250am

2009-02-14T07:23:00.000-08:00

orientation camp in two days time , quite looking forward to it as an ogl.
ya, finally some recognition in basketball team. yes

2009-01-24T08:55:00.000-08:00

Happy memories with 08s20.
Today can be considered the largest class outing of 08s20 with all the gals turning u and only three guys doesnt( rare hor)
Today kinda late reach there. Actually i can be punctual de, but end up waiting at outram park mrt for some of our classmates.
Reached vivocity and boughts some food before we sat down on the roof garden to chat and play games. We playes '7-up' and i was the first who ganna truth or dare. I chose dare and ended up confessing my love for someone.
Basically, we spent around two hours playing games and the day ended with our class coming together to take class photo and thanks soek khern, phileas jimson and lip young for the cards! really appreciated it.
ya i hope we will have another outing soon and i want full attendance.
sign cheng liang

2009-01-18T08:37:00.000-08:00

Back from OGL camp and i am tired but havent slept a single seconds yet. haha. went to study with jy but think really no outcome.
Camp is fun with the HERONS around. the people are simply fantastic and how i wish that we can all go for the orientation camp,
sign off write next time

19/1/09 0045am

2009-01-13T21:07:00.000-08:00

one more paper. hope it will end soon, but i still got slot of homework left. hais.

2008-12-27T11:45:00.000-08:00

This is my first time blogging evern since my return trip from thailand.
Firstly to start off with my second air trip to overseas.I was quite scared when the plane took off and my ears keep popping.
The feeling is good , just a pity that i cant take pictures of the plane when i am on board.
Arrived at thailand, and guess what the first thing we do is to watch the show MAMBO!hmmm, the show is by males who have sexually transmitted into females and were scandily dressed. Quite nice i should say. First day, nothing much and off we went to sleep.
On the second day, we went shoppind same goes for the third day too.
I bought a total of 2 polo tees, 5 shirts , one shorts, 3 bags, 3 shoes and 5 packs of floss.The rest couldnt remember slearly since its like two weeks ago that i came back?
Had many bball training and mananged to bond well with my teammates.Played frenlys with manjusri sec and just managed to win them by one point but we also lost to tampines sec.
SIAN
today, went compass point to look at the actors and actress from little nonya. Olivia wong singed very nice.
k sign off
cheng liang

08s20

2008-11-25T07:04:00.001-08:00

Perhaps i have really nothing to do, or just perhaps i just want to put something up on my blog, or just perhaps to reveal my feelings, i decide to recite on my feelings for 08s20ians.
I would like to befin by stating my life in school.I still remembered at the start of the year,i would just go home straight after school. After a few months, i would walk out with gilroy, wei hao and etc
Towards end of year, we do not just go homw, we go out together as a small clique.
I dunno why, i do not like bowling that much, but somehow i fell happy bowling with them,Idunno why, perhaps i do not have much time to go for so many bowling trips with my ex-classmate?
Gilroy and wei hao
They always hang out with me this year.Gilroy will always try to think of funny jokes to share with us.I love his laughter and his accompian. If not for him and wei hao, i think i will be damn emo in school.Wei hao, a rather smart guy, who always claim he depends on luck for studies.I just wanna say that luck doesnt always appear u know? I also appreciated his consolation when i was down.Gilroy pei wo study @ changi airport before promoms and i think that helps alot in improving our frenship
I would love to have them as classmates next year.
Jimson, lip young
They are the ones who always suan others. haha(especially me) Overall, they are really true frens ,same as wei hao and gilroy, and they appreciates frenship but i think jimson tends to complain about lots of things and lip young is too vulgurised.
Lip young will always try make people laugh with his jokes and funny movements.I do hope they are my classmates next year but will they be?
nikita, lalu, sam
they are always being suaned by the chinese in the class.I just cant help laughing whenever lippy always pointed to lalu for gp duties.
xiao hui and soek khern
they are the funniest gals in our class who super loved cam-whoring
Xiao hui likes to laugh alot and is quite innocent. Actually, she is a nice gal and i can see her true hard work for studies.I really hoped she can be my classmate but i just hoped she will have a better class next year,Soek khern is my PW mate and i must say she is the most responsible and hardworking grp leader i ever seen.She did like more than 70percent of the PW stuff and i really feel guilty u know? I tried to help but i am always stucked whenever she asked me questions.Know why?> cos i do not know our project well. She is a kinda loving gal who likes laugh alot and i admit i once do have feelings for her before but has since subsided,
i do hope she will be my classmate next year but does she has the same hope too???
Stanford and alvin
Both are kinda smart guys. Stanford is damn hardworking lahs and i just feel good haveing him in my chem grp . He has the initiative to do things and will try to do his best. Alvin talks alot and did tried to help others with chemistry.
Yiling and Jerial
These are the other two of my PW mates. i JUST WANT TO THANKS ALL MY PW MATE FOR THEIR GREAT AFFORT AND HOPE THAT ALL OF US GET A OKAY? Jerial is a cute didi and very shy.Yi ling, hmm, i shld say shld be a quiet, shy but enthusiiastic gal. She is the first gal who joined us for bowling u know>?
Jing jing phileas
These two people should be one of those who i did not really talk to this year.Phileas, i only talk to him mostly during chem lessons and jing jnig is through msn.Jing jing looks like ah lian but i dun think she is lah but kinda spand too much on relationship.
okay thats all

2008-11-25T07:04:00.000-08:00

2008-11-21T08:15:00.000-08:00

GILROY HAS COME BACK!
Wei hao and I went to changi airport yesterday to receive him.HMMM we dun really know what time his flight will reach so ended up waiting quite awhile before asking the customer service. So glad to see him.
Okay, next up, we went macdonalds to eat and he shared with us his experience.
okay, not alot to talk on. Shaall post longer next time
Tomo going Health Promotion Board and working in the afternoon
bye

subway.

2008-11-19T05:19:00.000-08:00

currently at subway for the first time. Had teriyaki chicken bun. Yummy. Cheng keong and marcus here too! Nice experience,

omg.i feel that i am blogging more than never now. 4 to 5 posts per day. I felt really pleased with my blog cos its a place where i can store my memories.
Tomo going to fetch gilroy. Yea finally he is back. Haha. Can go play bowling. Okay no more words me bowling. Gonna do more meaningful things then spending money on bowling. Yea. Determined

wireless@sg!

2008-11-19T00:48:00.000-08:00

in school now, waiting for bball training. First time using hand phone to blog via connection to wireless@sg! Haha. Currently raining cats and dogs, house the rain will stop soon so we can train if not come to school for nothing liao haha.
Yea gtg cya!

2008-11-18T23:30:00.000-08:00

Went bball-ing with xin jie, my best ncc mate, just now and ended up walking more than bball-ing.Walked from blk 303 to 319 then back to 303 before going anchorvale cc.
Nice bball-ing , and one hing i must comment, xin jie 3 point very accurate.
okay, tomo got bball training
gtg now

2008-11-18T19:25:00.000-08:00

I feeling damn sian now..
bball-training later. got to leave home before 4. but seriously, i hope to leave even earlier to do something constructive

2008-11-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

Now, this should be my third personal blog and i have deleted the rest. I deleted my past blogs so as to erase all the unhappy memories behind. A new year is coming and i gonna start anew.
I have decided not to include any tag board, songs or whatsoever in my blog this time and i even choose such a boring background as i want it to be just plain.( just plain thoughts on my part)

okay from now on, i will post more often. this blog may be even a secret forever